business life

my parents dont trust business ,

keep ask me go to factory etc work , find job find job.

they are big spender , black listed of many credit card , take new card to pay existing card dept , until
counselling ,

my thinking , there are people that no need to work , and still earn ,

like dealer , sell thing / stock and earn money , except i doing repair and servicing also .

be a dealer , shop , boss basically u no need to work , and can earn money ,

my theory is not all people need to work ,

i am a fan of mma fights , u see they fight until bloody mess , some eye also need surgery , some boken hand or leg , need stay at hospital , previously i so obsess to do this ,

but then i realise diong business , got money , got earning , freedom , no need to do so many things ,
most important no need stay office 7-8am to 6-10pm.

i have no time to work , that is reason i choose to work myself , i have many pets ,
no want want to care that why i do this ......................................................................

too bad my customers are not much , some regular , some online buyer , some real life customer ......

my parents do not trust business , keep on ask me find job ,
my parents dont think of opening business , dont think of create a job for me , they dont have this mentality.
dont have thinking that want to /force us do their business , no business ,

is very stressful for me with my past experience ,

they think i should go earn my own money , his parents also dont left anything for them they keep say this .

can spend alot credit card until over spend , never save or left any money , hokkien word seng kai seng ho ,
attitude.

but never say their own attitude ,

i not looking for some 10,000 to million business,

i jealous of people , pet shop they got job to do for their son ,
my friend a tyre shop son, his son drive a civic , modify etc ,

right now my business almost 2 year is slow , but never eat egg every month ,

modal also not much to spin / turn  ,

limited stock , limited selling , repair also slow business , sometime have to bear cost to courier and if spoil i have to personal cover warranty , not everytime earn ,

i hoping to find other thing to do , i just hope to earn 1k per month which i earn mostly less than that ,and dont even close.

i want to do other business too , or find a home based job which is barely available , mostly is scam,
so in the end i surely trust there is no home based job , and i mostly think of other business earning way.

I am dissapointed , I have less repair / service work , although i have some regular servicing customer,

not i dont want to work , i just dont want to work in factory , i cant and wont stand have to stay in office morning until night , i cant make it , i keep pets and nobody want care , sometime i work till 10pm .

sometime i shift,

i wish to have more customers , and can earn 1k nett every month..................................................................

i also less confident with myself ,peopel think i am jobless because i buy thing / service car during working days (when less jam).........

sometime i also feel very stress with unknown people keep sms me asking alot of things , asking repair how much quote etc , some of them competitor just want track me , some just unserious , some just want to prank , i barely reply sms ,

sometime i have to cash on delivery with some unknown new customers at night , I feel scared too ,
i dont have a partner to do cash on delivery with me , my father too arrogant to help sometime .

sometime i do onsite service some 10km away , i also feel stressful , this is like doing a sales job , got some experience , FYI companny pc cannot simply format , sometime i also doubt whether i can solve it ?

but thank god all the while i am able to solve it ,

with my personal and company experience..................................................................................................

if one day i am more succesful and established , i dont mind let my children to run the show , if they be humble why not?

my parents just think of their own good way , keep saying to me to find job and thats it ,
not their problem thinking , until now my parents dont support my business , i support use my factory saving , and suvive with food money ,

but my father frequently want know how much i earn / charge ,

my father earn almost 10 k , while i live like a poor person , i also dont get BR1m because of my father earning , which i get nothing ,

i just hope can earn 1k every month ,or close to it ,  i just want to earning that more close can survive myself ........................

sometime i earn just 60-70 , sometime few hundred but no more than 500,