social media like facebook has changed

the time in friendster to know and chat with girls are different,

now girls are more like glamouring themselves in facebook than friend or chat.

80 percent of them will accept your friend invitation but wont reply u ,

but when u comment on their POSING picture ,then only they reply.

i notice most of them dont know that they are ugly,

now girls are more toward FAMOUS , GLAMOUR ,SHOWING OFF themselve.

nowaday they start only allow FOLLOW , the ADD FRIEND is removed from their profile.

GIRLs are different than before.......................

Now aday left those really bad looking or those who are very fat will accept your friend request and chat reply very fast.............

seems like there are only ugly person left.......................................................

i give up wechat and Facebook

hi there .

i want to say/write that i give up wechat / facebook .

the fact i use it for as an alternative way to know girl , or find a date.

but it turn out many people appove my friend request but they never reply me ,

so sorry to say normally those very obese people and those look not good reply me,

and they approve fast ,

after my study days  from secondary school to college ,  i feel like there is no more chance for me to know girls ,

i am 26 this year ,  i been using these social site since i am 18 or 19 .

there is hard for me to see/bump into girls that are my age , after finish schooling .

i try so hard in fb or wechat , been shortly quit these few times, today i announce that i have Give Up of
it.

i personally give up , i am also feel so fed up , i am tired of these ,

if i could rate myself probably is 7 / 10 ,

before  wechat  exist,  i been though of drive around or go around my taman area to say hi to girls ,

that is near in my area ,

but now got wechat , where i can search for a list of people live near me , from 100m to 4km ,

but all barely serious about me ,

with case of criminal around ,  i think is one of reason that they refuse to meet .

when i start working , few  months and have salary.

i drive around 10-20 km when i offday , just try to scout of girls , though of can know them ,

but i didnt manage , i think i tried too hard ,

i think i missed my chance in college and now i am getting older year by year , i think my demand already drop alot ,

right now my eyes still eying for secondary school girls , but the fact that i am 26 years now ,

I am not suitable for teenage girl an ymore , my eye cant recognise the girl my age , is it 20 something or 3x years old, sometime look young but old age , sometime look old but young age ,

i dont know what girl suits me , sometime some pizzahut teenage delivery person called me uncle ,
some kids call me uncle , sometime the parent say call me older brother ,

i also dont know myself .

now i will go all natural , if i go out to do or buy my things , if it happens it happens , if there is not happen to see any girl that suits me , just be  it , i am tired of doing too desperate ,

when i working time in factory i already know is hard to see girls ,i am youngest and i see all much older people only ,

i leave it to god , right now i know is 99% to me is not possible to know girl online ,

i leave it to god ,i feel that i got lesser notice and didnt got chance to bump to beautiful girls anymore that is around my age,

我很累了 ， 我放弃了， i still got my pets to care , i still gt my business to make it stable that is to earn 1k or more so that i can earn a steady living , then only i can afford dating and all .

I FEEL THAT NOBODY CARE MY FEELING , NO BODY CARE TO KNOW ME , NOBODY CARE TO SHARE A LIFE TIME TO ME , I FEEL THAT I AM WORTHLESS , i feel that nobody/no girl  value me , just now i went to mini market a girl (probably younger than me , looks (5/10 ) cashier , i though she is tauke daughter , but she call me hello , u see this counter is closed , u go to other counter , on that side , i never though there is 2 counter , actually there is far opposite site , this is first time i go there.


if i could earn 1k a month , i can take more things and eventually sell more and more and earn more and more things.

i have this thinking that , i will be single forever , is a long time i dont get the love sign/chemistry anymore ,
u will know if a person suddenly smile and shy towards you , and eventually notice you , is this sign i am talking about ,

i m 26 years old , i also curious about girl body , i am still a virgin , my friend got 2 girlfriend already , 1st aleady hv sex and when he is 21+ year old he got a 16 year old girlfriend , pretty , shothair and cute ,
this is a type i looking for , i feel jjealous , i envy him , until 1-2 weeks ago he called my house , i dont even dare to pick up the call , i feel so embarrased with myself , when i was 21+ i also hope to get a schoolgirl girlfriend , that time iw ork shift my salary was 1.7k not yet deduct epf and not yet count OT，

even that time i got money , i though want spend to girl also none i just keep it myself , never spend to run a business ,

even got money doesnt mean  i got gf , i also driving car ,                  haaaaaah    ,
i today i really want to give up ev erything ,

i was avoid everyone , i dont like school party , or sports day , i dont like college presentation and dont like college selling things class , i have done / avoid all these , but right now i finally avoid my best friend since 13 year old .

i am very sad of myself , my friend he is son of businessman , open a shop ,now got 2 shop and his son get a small factory , his son drive gen2 and now civic 1.8 , get gfs , no need to work for people and no need get scolded ,no need get criitic , no need get scolded , he failed his spm , that days before spm he went learn driving car , and failed his spm ,

while me , i want to cry time taking spm , and in college i study very hard to success ,

but in the end i go factory suffer , i feel very stress , while he gets everything ,

I feel very sad , depress, i remember the days he ask me out with him but he bring his gf sit beside him , i at back my sadness can be seen and my friend know look at center mirror , i dont know how sad it is .i am so frustrated with my life , my father keep thinking that i go earn my own money then can dating , eveything i do myself , just because he doesnt have anything ,

actually i feel fed up with my family , my self , i am ashame of myself , more and more days i no more confident to myself , i dont dare to feel proud or confident , because i have no money and i have no gf , i have no thing in my life , i been work 4 factory i am the youngest , no girl i like , prettier is married , left big and fat woman , i so sad that my face also sad and no confident , sometime i feel myself face is like those anti social people ,

my parents is no suppotive of me , i have older sister and mother mental problem now , my father always against me , i hate myself ,

i am so sad that i dont want think about girl , my heart feel like it is dropping everytime i think about it  ,,

when college i no confident because i no money , i no car , but now haiz i found is not money problem too , with my age now money is really a probblem to me ,

i have just uninstalled wechat , and facebook i woont add people anymore , no matter how hard i try , there wont be people start conversation with me and wont chat with me , i have change photo and acount feww time but it end up the same

I am just another unknown human in this world.

my car with me 7 years aleady , i never fetch a girl other than my mom and sister ,

my dream to fetch a school girl , or girl around my age happily and go to cinema /walk the malls , it just didnt happen , my dream is to fetch girl in car beside me , talking and joking happily inside car ,

it wont happen to me , since i have no partner i dont bother to go out much ,